Dreams
1. Come home and have positive, stimulating, affectionate conversation.
2. Sell house for a profit over and over again until in the end no mortgage.
3. Live and work abroad...one income feeds a family in many places.
They always say, "live your dreams"
Its not possible without pain, change is painful.
Change is fun though, right?
What is it about these thoughts that's so scary to share? Goes back to perception is reality. Are we our thoughts or are we our actions....or some twisted combination?
Questions
I seem to have a lot of them lately. At certain points in my life I've felt I had it all figured out. I've been on top of my fishbowl. I want to jump out like those couple plecostomus' I found dried up behind the tank stand in college. Today I threw the most childish tantrum. Tonight I was not thirty five, I was fifteen...totally dissatisfied with my life.
Why do we always talk about nothing? I long to have meaningful thought provoking conversation...but I don't.
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